Confession.
I am not good at service projects. In fact, I struggle to have a servant's heart in the sense that is accepted and typically expected by society. I love to do things for people, but I sincerely struggle to hop on the service project bandwagon with a joyful and willing heart.
So a few weeks ago, when one of the guys in our Sunday School class told us about an opportunity to serve with Feed My Starving Children, Ryan signed up with glee, and I signed up because I didn't want to look like a jerk.
And in the weeks that passed between signing up, and this past Saturday when we participated, Ryan was so excited to be part of this day and I was so wondering why I was so broken that I was so not excited.
If you're not familiar with this organization {and I wasn't either until this past weekend} - the basic synopsis is that communities raise money to put together these little "manna packs" - that contain rice, soy, vitamins, and vegetables. Communities can come together to host a mobile pack, where people assemble and pack boxes of these little manna packs, which are then distributed to areas of the world where children are starving to death.
{Seriously, go to the website and read the much more detailed explanation of all these aspects...it's quite a well-oiled machine.}
So this past Saturday morning, Ryan and I headed to the church in town, where the mobile pack was being held, so we could do our part in serving!
One thing that really threw me off my game was that we'd been told before we went that you weren't allowed to wear jewelry - including wedding rings. I don't take off my wedding ring ever, unless I'm applying hand lotion or hair gel, and the maximum acceptable time for me to have it off is about 2 minutes flat. So while I refused to leave it at home, I made sure I was covered in case they made me take it off: I applied a Sharpie tattoo under my ring:
In the end, I was permitted to keep my ring on, as long as I wore a glove on that hand, but I did get in trouble for having my earring studs in my second ear piercing. :(
There were five shifts happening throughout the day at our site, and Ryan and I were part of the first shift, along with our Sunday School class. After receiving our hairnets {even Ryan had to wear a hair net - isn't that so funny???}, we went into a big room with all the other volunteers and listened to the directions for the day.
After that chat, we were ushered into the gym where the actual packing took place. A very nice lady gave us a demonstration of all the jobs available that day. One thing I really liked about their setup was that there was a minimum number of people required to serve at each station, but they did have quite a bit of flexibility built in for a handful more than the minimum to be at a station. That allowed families serving together to be able to serve together and not be broken up. This scared-of-serving-in-unfamiliar-places girl was beyond grateful.
I didn't count the number of stations set up that day, but Ryan and I guessed there might have been ten, and at each station, there were people scooping out the ingredients, measuring the weight of the bags, sealing the bags, packing the boxes, taping and labeling the boxes, carrying them out to the trailer, and replenishing the supplies at each table.
Ryan's job was to hold the bag under the funnel while the ingredient-scoopers filled it, and then he weighed the bag and gave it to me. I was a team with my friend, Marie, and we were bag-sealers. Our table was FULL of competitive people, and we were {NOT gonna lie} - a machine about cranking out the work.
Ryan with our friends, Nate and Jenna. {Nate and Ryan were in PT school together and now we all get to be in Sunday School class together!}
Marie and me - sealer team extraordinaire!
And here we are with our friend, Laura, who had the same job as Ryan.
Our shift lasted an hour and a half, and in that time, the whole big group of us {not just our table} packed something to the tune of 28,000 meals.
Each bag holds six meals' worth of food. There are 36 of these bags in one box. Just FYI.
And here is our entire entourage from Sunday School.
We learned at church yesterday that over the course of the five shifts in the entire day, our county packed 116,640 meals. {The goal was 100,000, but they had enough food and boxes to make the final count, so they just kept going until they ran out.} 753 people volunteered through the day, and the amount of meals we made will feed 319 kids every day for a year.
Even for a girl who struggles to have a servant's heart, that is pretty cool and something I'm honored to have been part of.
They also told us at church that there is a church up in northern Indiana {where our organizers actually went to observe and learn} who packed food for five straight days this year {Tuesday-Saturday} and ended up filling 11,139 boxes for a total of TWO MILLION, 406,024 meals. That will feed 6591 kids every day for a year.
I can't even wrap my mind around that.
Ryan and I are still learning, as we make our way in this life, the organizations we want to get behind and support, and I think we were in instant agreement that this is one of them. After observing their work and learning more about them, they are the real deal. They use their funds wisely and make a huge impact, one meal at a time.
Wedding ring debacle aside, I'm thankful I did this project, and I would happily serve again if they bring it back to our community. HAPPILY.
{Funny side note: after we were done, one of the ladies in our class came up to me and said "Hey you have been nominated...the University radio station is here and they need to interview someone. We think you're the logical choice." LOL!!! So even on my day off the air...I was on the air...}
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12 comments:
Good for you for going and doing this. I too struggle with service work, it's the small introvert inside of me even though I so want to do good!
I'm glad to know I'm not alone! Ryan told me after he read this post that I really do have a loving, giving heart, but it just tends to be that I don't like to give in the trendy way to serve. I am okay with that, but I hate how it makes me look like a jerk and not a team player!!
Kyle used to attend the other church you were talking about "NMC". We participated in their event a few years ago when they did 1 million meals. We thought that was a lot. It's amazing how organized they are.
I love how our husbands encourage us when we our hard on ourselves. What a gift :)
~Jaime
Andrew and Emily did this last year (probably at the other church you are referencing.) Ethan is too young, so I stayed with him. He had planned to do it again this year, but somehow the person who was in charge of scheduling never got him on the list, so he and Em missed out.
I think it's an amazing program and so wonderful that you and Ryan were a part of it.
OH...and thank you for my birthday card! Very sweet of you to remember!
GIRL...
so many words in my head but first i have to say
I LOVE YOU!
you are so honest and real and i love that. I stinking LOVE THAT.
I too, am not a fan of organized serving opps. I am just not, why? I have no idea. I love love love helping people and doing things for others and even teaching my classes and making treats and making meals for friends and etc, etc. LOVE IT.
but the big organized things, eh... no thanks. I feel the same way about big organized bible studies and women of faith events. Weird, huh? I love small group things and a handful of girls encouraging each other on a regular basis, but the big group stuff.. eeks.
I think that is totally okay too! I think it's AWESOME that you went and Ryan encouraged you. because i agree. you have the MOST AMAZING heart and give every single day to everybody, and so really i think it's just a thing of where we feel most at home. And yes, God loves to stretch us, but it's okay too to know where you feel most able and willing and excited to be who God made you. ya know?
Well.. I had a word explosion. haha. hugs to you and enjoy this beautiful day God gave us!! He is most generous in his gift, especially when he knows a more "chilly" weather plan is up next. :)
XOXO
Our church does a day like this each year...only the organization is called Kids Against Hunger (same exact thing though). Our whole family signed up to help and one of my children was dreading and complaining about doing it for days leading up to the event...so much so that she about got herself a major consequence. But she LOVED it once she got there and had her very own job. I could tell that she was so proud and felt so important that everyone in our assembly line was depending on her to do her part. It was such an incredible experience for both of my kids and they can't wait until next year to do it again. It definitely gave them some perspective about just how blessed we are!!!
There are many different ways to serve. In more than ways that I can count, from even not having met you in person, I can tell you do have that servant's heart. Your blog is just one of the many ways you serve. You may get a paycheck from your job, but you also serve in and through your work at WBCL.
Jaime - I didn't know the name of the church - but how cool that you have worked at it before! And yes, we are pretty fortunate to have encouraging husbands!
Christina - Well that's sad that he had to miss it this year! :( boooo. You're welcome for the card...and how are you feeling??
Polly - THANK YOU for the words of affirmation and for letting me know I'm not the only one!! :)
Tia - I feel your daughter's pain - and I probably should have had some consequences myself!! Really glad she ended up enjoying it!
Gaylene - Thank you so much for your kinds words!! I do try to look at the old blogaroo as a way to serve and I'm glad you can see that translate from the other side! :)
I just wanted to leave quick note to say that I appreciated reading this post. I am currently living and serving in Southern Haiti, and I have personally seen these MannaPacks handed out. Our ministry keeps them on hand to give out, and there is a ministry near me that does a Sunday school and gives out MannaPacks to 1000+ kids every Sunday morning in one of the poorest slums around here. It is such a joy to see the excitement on their faces as they take their bag of rice with them when they leave Sunday school to go back home. Thanks to you all for what you do on that end so that we can see the results on this end! God bless!
Leah
I just wanted to leave quick note to say that I appreciated reading this post. I am currently living and serving in Southern Haiti, and I have personally seen these MannaPacks handed out. Our ministry keeps them on hand to give out, and there is a ministry near me that does a Sunday school and gives out MannaPacks to 1000+ kids every Sunday morning in one of the poorest slums around here. It is such a joy to see the excitement on their faces as they take their bag of rice with them when they leave Sunday school to go back home. Thanks to you all for what you do on that end so that we can see the results on this end! God bless!
Leah
Leah - What a beautiful surprise to get to hear from someone on the receiving end of this ministry! THANK YOU for taking time to write and share what it's like for the kids to receive what we packed! Blessings to you!!!!
Bekah, I think it was so brave to push yourself out of your comfort zone to do this. Remember Romans 12:6-8. We are not all called to do the same things.
And I don't get why you'd have to remove all your jewelry, so I'm glad you got to keep your ring on.
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