When I left
WBCL, and I pursued a life as a stay-at-home wife, I began building up my
speaking. I said yes to any and every engagement I could find. I sent out
letters to let people know I was available if they had an event. I loved it. I
loved meeting people and preparing for events and traveling around the state.
Even after I returned to the
workforce, I kept speaking as often as possible, though after the pandemic,
there was a long stretch of time when no one was meeting in person to need
a speaker.
But when I took the job at the
church, I had to cut back…way back. And I may have to cut back even more. For
one thing, I can’t miss Sunday morning services now that I’m on staff, so filling
in for other ministers isn’t possible anymore. And even though I could speak on
Fridays and Saturdays, I’m finding that it’s difficult to have the time to
prepare TO speak. And since Saturdays are my Sabbath, I try to protect them as
much as I can.
I miss getting to travel and
speak, but I love what I do and am happy to protect my local ministry even if
it means cutting back elsewhere.
Last spring I spoke at a church
near home, and they immediately asked if I’d come back again this year. I said
yes, but I had no idea that this year, the event would come on the heels of my
dad’s illness, both my parents moving, trying to clean out their apartment and
sort through all their belongings, and lots of busyness in my own work
calendar.
The Lord was so gracious, and
the church chose a topic I’d shared before. I had to revamp it a bit, but the
bulk of the writing had been done. And it turns out, the topic – Fill My Cup
– was one I needed to hear. So my preparation was personally helpful!
The day may have been cold and
rainy, but the room was full of joy and the presence of the Lord. The ladies
sang so beautifully, the food was delicious, and everyone was so kind to
Ryan and me.
Ryan went (as he always does)
and ran my slides for me. I shared stories from my life, and we dove into some
sections of Scripture together.
I learned many things from this
day and this event, but the one that stands out the most is that the Lord is
always faithful and is always bigger than my weaknesses, failures, and
shortcomings. He met those women in beautiful, memorable ways, and it was my
honor to be a small part of it!

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